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remembering
05:07
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my blood, my skin, my veins, my bones vibrating
cause my lungs they keep on trying to breathe in
more than the dust these cities are giving to me
I am bleeding out in these grey concrete streets
the rain will come to wash away my pain
taking back the fire, remembering my sisters that were killed in the flames
my tears drop down soaking into the dry earth
the seeds will grow, the wilderness will rise
a storm will come and I will float away
spread out my wings, I will feel something I'll be free
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melting
05:00
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haunted by a reality made out of words
I hide from the empty phrases
my hands talk to the ground
silence, I can hear the leaves falling down
melting into the warm dark, sinking into the earth
with nothing to wear but my memories and fear
trying to empty my head so I can calm down my breath
falling deeper underground, finally my identity decays
I can hear the leaves falling down
my bloody fingernails scratching all over my skin
until there is nothing left than my bones and my teeth
so the peson I thought that was me, turns into dust, my blood is watering the trees
I start digging wandering what else could be left
what I find is a heart, still willing to pump blood through my chest
it tells me, it is time to rise out of my ash
no more building fences and no more regrets
cause there is still so much beauty I can find in my life
I am the snake, leaving my old skin left behind
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swallowed
03:59
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my head is to heavy for ma shoulders to carry
there's to many thoughts stuck in my brain
I try to use my hands, to pull them out of my head
but they were holding on joints and bottles of beer
so i try to forget, but there was no space left
to hide my thoughts and the crueling fear
from honest emotions and making decisions
and no more running away
I stomp on the ground, so my thoughts can fall down
my exhausted heart's beating, I am shaking, bones breaking
but nothing is happening and what I am creating
is a big black hole in the ground
the earth swallows my body, then the hole is closing
I wonder why I'm not afraid
nothing then pure darkness, and the sound of my heart
still pumping blood through my veins
my blood start to simmer, it hurts and turns into rivers
trying to find a way to break trough my dirty skin
and what I thought that was me is bursting into pieces
and slowly drifting away
so I lie in the dark, roots trying to break through my bones
I can feel the heat of the earth
no mirrors, reflections, artificial lights
and all that is left is my bones
no thoughts stuck in my brain
my memories are rotten
in this place time does not exist
but I feel my skin growing, and my bones start moving
I know, soon I'll have to leave
the earth carries me softly up into the daylight
please take me back, the sun is to bright for my eyes
getting up, afraid but thirsty remembering what this world meant to me
the beauty, the pain
as soon as I start moving, I am shivering, I am crying
I feel my heart pumping under my new skin
the tears are falling, everything is floating
and I am dancing in the eye of the wild waves
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way back home
03:26
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the sky is always grey on my way back home
a warm room is waiting but the walls will be cold
falling down, and the world just keeps on spinning round and round
I am drying out, I can not concentrate
my brain is a moldy peace of shit, oooh fuck, I have lost my weed
falling down, and the world just keeps on spinning round and round
but our chains are melting in our hands, the chains are melting in our dirty hands
we've been hiding in the dust of the days, but the sun starts rising I can see in your face, the sun starts rising I can see it in your face
but our chains are bursting in our hands, the chains are bursting in our dirty handy
arriving in the day, no longer waiting for a change, let's stop to blame ourselves, we always tried our best
lets stop to blame ourselves, we always tried our best
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ereshkigal
07:14
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breathe in under water, still thirsty, everything is changing, always stays the same
losing control, finally everything starts moving, we are coming back, we've always been here
as i stand here i scream for the flames, the wise water, the wind and my mother the earth
fulfill all the empty cages we call ourselves, so finally our identities wil burst
I scream for the water, the pouring rain's the same as what i floating through our veins, so red our blood
wash away the guilt, the shame stuck in our veins, thats what this society is giving to us
I scream for the fire, the flames, giving warmth to our hearts and the power that turns it wall into dust
lets burn al the fences they have built, the civilisation they've create out of plastic will melt away
I scream for the air, the wind, wild storm, touching my skin, dancing in the music of the leaves
hear you whispering so close, please tell us the stories how beautiful our lives could be
I scream for the earth, wilderness, I've seen the wild eyes, visions how life might be without all the lies
time does not exist, live is the same as death, we are rotten, still growing, the darkness my best friend
as i stand here i scream for the flames, the wise water, the wind and my mother the earth
fulfill all the empty cages we call ourselves, so finally our identities will burst
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again and again I put my feet back on the ground
but still remembering the noise of falling down
always the same doubts in my brain
for nights they're keeping me awake
chainsmoking weed so I don't have to feel myself
I my mind, the daily fight to stay present and not to drift away into the wellknown lake of poisonous thoughts
telling me that after happy moments there's trouble following
so I stand here waiting for my next breakdown
I hope I am dying on the day when life stops feeling so senseless
this fucked up movie gonna have a happy end
I hope I am dying on the day when I stop feeling so depressed, this fucked up movie gonna have a happy end
I put my feet back on the ground, but still remembering the noise of falling down
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