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ERESHKIGAL

by Lö Lump

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1.
remembering 05:07
my blood, my skin, my veins, my bones vibrating cause my lungs they keep on trying to breathe in more than the dust these cities are giving to me I am bleeding out in these grey concrete streets the rain will come to wash away my pain taking back the fire, remembering my sisters that were killed in the flames my tears drop down soaking into the dry earth the seeds will grow, the wilderness will rise a storm will come and I will float away spread out my wings, I will feel something I'll be free
2.
melting 05:00
haunted by a reality made out of words I hide from the empty phrases my hands talk to the ground silence, I can hear the leaves falling down melting into the warm dark, sinking into the earth with nothing to wear but my memories and fear trying to empty my head so I can calm down my breath falling deeper underground, finally my identity decays I can hear the leaves falling down my bloody fingernails scratching all over my skin until there is nothing left than my bones and my teeth so the peson I thought that was me, turns into dust, my blood is watering the trees I start digging wandering what else could be left what I find is a heart, still willing to pump blood through my chest it tells me, it is time to rise out of my ash no more building fences and no more regrets cause there is still so much beauty I can find in my life I am the snake, leaving my old skin left behind
3.
swallowed 03:59
my head is to heavy for ma shoulders to carry there's to many thoughts stuck in my brain I try to use my hands, to pull them out of my head but they were holding on joints and bottles of beer so i try to forget, but there was no space left to hide my thoughts and the crueling fear from honest emotions and making decisions and no more running away I stomp on the ground, so my thoughts can fall down my exhausted heart's beating, I am shaking, bones breaking but nothing is happening and what I am creating is a big black hole in the ground the earth swallows my body, then the hole is closing I wonder why I'm not afraid nothing then pure darkness, and the sound of my heart still pumping blood through my veins my blood start to simmer, it hurts and turns into rivers trying to find a way to break trough my dirty skin and what I thought that was me is bursting into pieces and slowly drifting away so I lie in the dark, roots trying to break through my bones I can feel the heat of the earth no mirrors, reflections, artificial lights and all that is left is my bones no thoughts stuck in my brain my memories are rotten in this place time does not exist but I feel my skin growing, and my bones start moving I know, soon I'll have to leave the earth carries me softly up into the daylight please take me back, the sun is to bright for my eyes getting up, afraid but thirsty remembering what this world meant to me the beauty, the pain as soon as I start moving, I am shivering, I am crying I feel my heart pumping under my new skin the tears are falling, everything is floating and I am dancing in the eye of the wild waves
4.
the sky is always grey on my way back home a warm room is waiting but the walls will be cold falling down, and the world just keeps on spinning round and round I am drying out, I can not concentrate my brain is a moldy peace of shit, oooh fuck, I have lost my weed falling down, and the world just keeps on spinning round and round but our chains are melting in our hands, the chains are melting in our dirty hands we've been hiding in the dust of the days, but the sun starts rising I can see in your face, the sun starts rising I can see it in your face but our chains are bursting in our hands, the chains are bursting in our dirty handy arriving in the day, no longer waiting for a change, let's stop to blame ourselves, we always tried our best lets stop to blame ourselves, we always tried our best
5.
ereshkigal 07:14
breathe in under water, still thirsty, everything is changing, always stays the same losing control, finally everything starts moving, we are coming back, we've always been here as i stand here i scream for the flames, the wise water, the wind and my mother the earth fulfill all the empty cages we call ourselves, so finally our identities wil burst I scream for the water, the pouring rain's the same as what i floating through our veins, so red our blood wash away the guilt, the shame stuck in our veins, thats what this society is giving to us I scream for the fire, the flames, giving warmth to our hearts and the power that turns it wall into dust lets burn al the fences they have built, the civilisation they've create out of plastic will melt away I scream for the air, the wind, wild storm, touching my skin, dancing in the music of the leaves hear you whispering so close, please tell us the stories how beautiful our lives could be I scream for the earth, wilderness, I've seen the wild eyes, visions how life might be without all the lies time does not exist, live is the same as death, we are rotten, still growing, the darkness my best friend as i stand here i scream for the flames, the wise water, the wind and my mother the earth fulfill all the empty cages we call ourselves, so finally our identities will burst
6.
again and again I put my feet back on the ground but still remembering the noise of falling down always the same doubts in my brain for nights they're keeping me awake chainsmoking weed so I don't have to feel myself I my mind, the daily fight to stay present and not to drift away into the wellknown lake of poisonous thoughts telling me that after happy moments there's trouble following so I stand here waiting for my next breakdown I hope I am dying on the day when life stops feeling so senseless this fucked up movie gonna have a happy end I hope I am dying on the day when I stop feeling so depressed, this fucked up movie gonna have a happy end I put my feet back on the ground, but still remembering the noise of falling down

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A biiiiiiiiiig thanks to leo zimmermann (noworldrecords.bandcamp.com) for doing the records and helping me sounding like a band

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released April 19, 2022

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